Finally Home

So I have been home for over a month now which is really weird, but it is the first time I feel really home...except not the home where everyone is there at the door to welcome you and hug you and give you balloons...its the lonely kind of home. It has officially hit me. I am not at The Traveling School anymore and it's hard, really hard. Like painful. I guess I just have to sit in it, really feel what I'm feeling. At the cabin there's no distractions, especially since the water is like the titanic waters...I definitely feel happier on the water, but that's just another distraction. I need to face it. Well I know no one is reading this but I guess its just a way to get it out since I haven't really journaled at all. Alright, well thanks. maybe I'll keep doing this. I guess I feel a little better. 

Maktub.